Friday, September 16, 2005
2:08 AM
haix.. duno how to expressed my feelings ... duno wat to write out as well.. y am i in such a state?? dint i told myself i'll b strong? where's e strong mi ?i cant find myself either.. wat's happening man!?
wo dong yao le.... =(
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
3:37 AM
hmmm... jus reached home.. have been going out lately for supper mit up wif cwp ppl! lolx.. dun understand oso.. haha.. even is nv planned to mit up in e end oso mit up de.. duno y.. haha.. anyway jus now went alif wif siti,yan,da jie n ah hong.. had a nice time miting up for a chat ... haha..
was tokin abt alot of stuffs man.. saw my cousin's wedding invitation card.. jus now was oso toking abt wedding stuffs.. tis coming 19th sept wedding dinner at marriot hotel de grand ballroom.. omg! so grand.. haha.. wish them blissful though!
these few weeks at j8 was a gd life.. enjoy working wif laoda they all..all happy family.. till tis week came a new staff t.ssa... he was like a piece of shit man.. so attitude. i oso nv tok to him. haha.. his attitude simply sux! TO E CORE! haha.. learn quite alot of new things frm sheena n lao da.. guess it's time for mi to plan for my whole life journey..tot of saving some money to go studies,have some planning in my life.. as wat andy says.. planning ahead wont kill.. i've wasted too much time in my life.. idling n slacking away.. dun even noe wat i wanna do as well.. haix..
da jie,i hope u will find ur own goal too! dun waste ur time at home,find a course n study,it's time for u to do so le.. at home too long is not e life u wan too.. dun say u duno wat to study,duno wat to do,jus plan.. n go ahead wif ur planning.. everything takes time,but how much time u can allow it to take? u'll nv noe wat's going to happen next.. so pls use wisely.. okie! promise mi u'll strive hard n go for wat u wan,b a successful person!isnt tat everyone's goal!? right.. jia you kk!
tml working afternoon shift loh.. sianx.. duno y i jus feel tired these few days.. n my eyes r damn fucking swollen.. OMG! jus now went jp for a movie wif ah hong n da jie.. watched e show THE LONGEST YARD.. damn fucking farnie thou.. worth watching .. for a gd laugh! n one sickenin guy sitting beside da jie is fucking nonsense loh! he tickled her legs man! cox she sit cross-legged.. den tat stupid guy accidentally knock onto her den start to tickle her leg.. bloody nonsense.. after e show den she told us,ah hong diao him all e way loh! even threw our cup of drink at him outside jp.. but he dint pick up a fight wif us oso..i guess he's a foreigner.. those type of foreign worker.. so irritating! if he tickled mi,i sure slap him on e face! dun understand tis kind of irritating bastard trying to do such things.. u tink it's funny? pls get lost!
im beginning to tink,y am i doing all these stuffs n wasting my time away.. sometimes i feel like gettin out of this world.. to a far away place n relax.. but i noe i cant.. planning to go some island at e end of e yr for some relaxation..hope everything will turns out well.. alright.. gd nitey guys!
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
1:35 AM
now at yan's hse.. birthday jus past! hee.. finally 19 le! lolx..
ytd went to cine ktv wif my colleagues! realli enjoyed myself alot..thanx guys! dint expect most of them to turn up! as i feel like i wont b celebrating till so enjoyable! haha.. receieved alot of presents too.. n mostly is BAGS ! n more BAGS! haha.. shou bu liao.. alvin they all gave mi an espirit watch which i dint expect.. cox i dun even noe since when i like espirit watch.. is tat yan say de loh! she tis ass.. is guess not espirit.. haha.. kns loh .. she forever make mistake de.. but it's okie lah.. cox i like tat watch too.. jus tat i scared like not suitable.. haha.. anyway thanx alot..
thanx to andy n kellie for buying e ice-cream cake for mi.. it's in mango tango flavour! haha.. so nice! but tat stupid idiot threw e melted ice cream onto mi loh! make mi full of mango smell! kns.. haha.. but i dint get e chance to revenge! so sad! next time when mit upu'll noe man! haha...
yan gt drunk again loh! haha.. shou bu liao! cannot drink still wanna drink! vomit n vomit all e way! duno wth she tinking man! i noe she's sad but dun have to like tat de mah! but all e way i tink da jie is e worse,she have to take care of tat yan loh! following her everywhere she run to! pengx.. haha.. but nvm,cox i din realli care abt her.. as i noe her pattern too well! in e end,i sat down there wif alvin taking photos! haha.. take lots of photos but too bad is in his phone! lolx.. will get it frm him next time when we gt e chance to mit up! haha.. he sing not bad oso.. his hp damn complicated loh .. duno how to use.. same as gary de loh ! haha.. V3.. but v chio loh e phone,photos oso v clear.. till ytd den i noe he oso v zhi lian de! pengx.. haha.. take so many photos in so many diff views n patterns! but too bad it does look cool okie! haha..
tat junrong oso another one ! haha.. take so many pics.. n sing like wanna kill someone! sing so loud till the room like wanna burst le.. haha. he take e mic,he sing,his leg will shake n shake de loh.. like sai gong like tat.. "tiao tan" ... hahaha.. so funny loh! haha.. but we're e soul survivor man! sing till morning.. till kbox close loh! haha.. shou bu liao.. ah huei left at ard 3+.. cox he gt to go sch n got to work at night..
so happie tat so many ppl turn up! really thanx so much for u guys de presents n presence.. realli happie.. yeah .. even ah dai turn up too.. can u imagine? haha.. he is anti-social person oso come le! yeah.. so gd!
c if i can,i will upload those pics asap! hee..
happie sweet 19th birthday !
you make my life perfect-`
Sunday, June 26, 2005
2:10 AM
going to bed after tis blogging.. actually gt alot of things to say de.. but im too tired today.. realli v tired.. ytd full,today full again.. wat a shift.. haix.. feel so sianx at amk! i WAN A TRANSFER!! AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!! i cant take it anymore !!!! living in tis kind of fake world!! arghx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, June 23, 2005
6:25 PM
im bored!! realli BORED!! but yet there's nth i can do! *cry*
anyway today's my off day again! hee.. tml will b working full shift man! so sianx! am not goin for the gathering to watch initial D wif denise they all.. so sorry guys! cant make it in e end.. going for ah ying's n peishan's brithday chalet.. one at pasir ris,one at chervons.. duno whether can get off mah .. anyway thanx pals.. for inviting mi! =)
misses alot of ppl v much ..but yet i cant c them.. sometimes i wonder wat am i doing in my life?am i being to indepndent?is being independent bad?i duno .. jus nw andy ask mi.. how long i no bf le.. i said 2 yrs.. he keep saying..go find on bf lah.. dun u feel bored? off day no bf pei n everything.. somemore still offer to help mi.. lolx.. seriously i dun nd tis.. have bf or no bf is fine wif mi.. im used to being in single life.. so wat if u treat mi nice?i dun like means dun like de loh.. no use in forcing right?
n hey peeps,i dislike ppl acting as if they understand mi alot.. i hate it alot okie!dun assume! no point assuming! cox u wont get it right either so wat's e point of assumin when u guys noe nothing at all!?so kelvin.. pls stop assuming as if u noe alot! okie! making mi pissed off onli! -_-
junie jus called mi! ask mi wanna go bugis anot ! lolx.. but too bad im at home.. haha..sorry ger! cant pei u out today! hee.. somemore is mth end le.. no money le.. mus save money! hee..
it's dinner time! yeah! food.. keke..
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
4:27 PM
IT's mY oFF daY today!! yeah!! haha..
actually today have to go back shop de.. cox there's upgrading of e floors at amk.. so my shop 2 days nv open.. but .... the contractor need someone to open e door abit.. in order for them to hit e cements n everything..luckily julia can help mi .. if not i die man.. haha..off day still have to go back shop.. so boring! been many off days nv rest well le.. cox is either go take stock go back shop if not is go back do tis do that.. *phEw*
sun nite went out wif eric.. it's been 2 yrs since i nv saw him le.. whoa! everyone changes.. who donT? haha.. went rounding wif him .. gt home ata frd 5.. haha.. so tired! ytd workin afternoon shift.. but early in e mornin wake up le.. cox have to take e daily sales update to office! v idiot loh! but luckily he come fetch mi n drive mi there.. hehe.. if not by e time i take train duno wat time liao man!haha.. ended up ard 12.30 reach shop le.. so earli! cox sign in is 1.30 ma.. haha..
uncle jimmy is back!! yeah!! 1 week nv c him liao man.. haha.. seems like he's slim down abit le wor! keke.. anyway v happie tat he's back cox we dun have to work till like mad le.. without him,mi n rany have to cover so many days de shift loh.. so tired! tml goin to tpy relief morning shfit.. wif papa zen.. haha.. v long nv work wif him le leh! lolx.. n mama eve tml comin to find him after her sch.. but tat woman hor.. v bad loh.. always bully mi in shop!
ytd went supper wif elena.. n it's like whoa.. so long ever since we had supper together le.. haha.. anyway had a nice chat wif her too!
yeah! my lunch is back! byeEeEeee!!
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, June 18, 2005
1:22 PM
is being alone wrong!? i dun c anything wrong wit it man!cant i jus sort out my time slot n b alone? im old enough to tink!i do nt nd anyone to lecture mi eitheR!
AARON CHAN,i noe u're concern abt mi.. but i say im fine means i'll b fine!if u tink tat im rejecting u guys help,den there's nth i can do either! wat i can say is,i dun mit u guys,dun say anything,dun msg u guys,doesnt mean i dun care!i dun wana quarrel wit u eitheR!my job is my job.i stay in tis line is nt cox of e frds there.n there's nth there worth letting mi to stay .. u shud noe e main reason y im nt leaving!it's jus tat ive not found any methods to destress!n u guys r always e main motivation to mi..but seems like..im wrong..mayb wat u say in e tagboard is realli how u guys feel abt mi..ive no comments!ur tinking n my tinking is diff..i treat all my frds sincerely,nt to say u n da jie!but on e day when u kupped my phone upon hearin tat im goin home rather than goin back 2 e hotel wit u guys,i realised one important thing!tat is u dun "ti liang" mi at all..instead i noe u're pissed off n pekcek..u r always sayin my tis job is so tiring,makes mi changed n everything,but when im in a monotone mood,when im realli tired,dun feel like tokin or goin anywhere,hv u tot of usin a better tone to tok to mi rather than KUPPED my phone without even a bye!?go tink abt these past 2 yrs..go tink abt how much ive taken care of u,how much ive taught u,how much ive sacrifice for u?if u tink u dun nd all these things tat i do for u,u can let mi noe,so i wont b a fool doin so much things for others,whereas no ppl appreciate at all..tis kinda of feelings sux big core ! sometimes im realli damn angry abt u! u noe y!?im not jealous at all..but it seems like u can go tink abt how to save money in order to buy e sneakers for ur marcus didi!have u tot of how mi n da jie feel?tis is wat da jie tell mi tat day when we were at wisma de flash&splash!1st time i c my didi doin tis kind of things to dote on someone n tat someone is nt mi or da jie!n worse of all,i told da jie it's for some one u dote on,n even say "who else i will dote on" ..it's realli hurtin n make us angry loh!if u dun believe,u can ask da jie! she'll tell u lots!
remember one thing,i dun asked anything in return,jus hope im being appreciated! tats all.
you make my life perfect-`