Sunday, June 26, 2005
2:10 AM
going to bed after tis blogging.. actually gt alot of things to say de.. but im too tired today.. realli v tired.. ytd full,today full again.. wat a shift.. haix.. feel so sianx at amk! i WAN A TRANSFER!! AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!! i cant take it anymore !!!! living in tis kind of fake world!! arghx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, June 23, 2005
6:25 PM
im bored!! realli BORED!! but yet there's nth i can do! *cry*
anyway today's my off day again! hee.. tml will b working full shift man! so sianx! am not goin for the gathering to watch initial D wif denise they all.. so sorry guys! cant make it in e end.. going for ah ying's n peishan's brithday chalet.. one at pasir ris,one at chervons.. duno whether can get off mah .. anyway thanx pals.. for inviting mi! =)
misses alot of ppl v much ..but yet i cant c them.. sometimes i wonder wat am i doing in my life?am i being to indepndent?is being independent bad?i duno .. jus nw andy ask mi.. how long i no bf le.. i said 2 yrs.. he keep saying..go find on bf lah.. dun u feel bored? off day no bf pei n everything.. somemore still offer to help mi.. lolx.. seriously i dun nd tis.. have bf or no bf is fine wif mi.. im used to being in single life.. so wat if u treat mi nice?i dun like means dun like de loh.. no use in forcing right?
n hey peeps,i dislike ppl acting as if they understand mi alot.. i hate it alot okie!dun assume! no point assuming! cox u wont get it right either so wat's e point of assumin when u guys noe nothing at all!?so kelvin.. pls stop assuming as if u noe alot! okie! making mi pissed off onli! -_-
junie jus called mi! ask mi wanna go bugis anot ! lolx.. but too bad im at home.. haha..sorry ger! cant pei u out today! hee.. somemore is mth end le.. no money le.. mus save money! hee..
it's dinner time! yeah! food.. keke..
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
4:27 PM
IT's mY oFF daY today!! yeah!! haha..
actually today have to go back shop de.. cox there's upgrading of e floors at amk.. so my shop 2 days nv open.. but .... the contractor need someone to open e door abit.. in order for them to hit e cements n everything..luckily julia can help mi .. if not i die man.. haha..off day still have to go back shop.. so boring! been many off days nv rest well le.. cox is either go take stock go back shop if not is go back do tis do that.. *phEw*
sun nite went out wif eric.. it's been 2 yrs since i nv saw him le.. whoa! everyone changes.. who donT? haha.. went rounding wif him .. gt home ata frd 5.. haha.. so tired! ytd workin afternoon shift.. but early in e mornin wake up le.. cox have to take e daily sales update to office! v idiot loh! but luckily he come fetch mi n drive mi there.. hehe.. if not by e time i take train duno wat time liao man!haha.. ended up ard 12.30 reach shop le.. so earli! cox sign in is 1.30 ma.. haha..
uncle jimmy is back!! yeah!! 1 week nv c him liao man.. haha.. seems like he's slim down abit le wor! keke.. anyway v happie tat he's back cox we dun have to work till like mad le.. without him,mi n rany have to cover so many days de shift loh.. so tired! tml goin to tpy relief morning shfit.. wif papa zen.. haha.. v long nv work wif him le leh! lolx.. n mama eve tml comin to find him after her sch.. but tat woman hor.. v bad loh.. always bully mi in shop!
ytd went supper wif elena.. n it's like whoa.. so long ever since we had supper together le.. haha.. anyway had a nice chat wif her too!
yeah! my lunch is back! byeEeEeee!!
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, June 18, 2005
1:22 PM
is being alone wrong!? i dun c anything wrong wit it man!cant i jus sort out my time slot n b alone? im old enough to tink!i do nt nd anyone to lecture mi eitheR!
AARON CHAN,i noe u're concern abt mi.. but i say im fine means i'll b fine!if u tink tat im rejecting u guys help,den there's nth i can do either! wat i can say is,i dun mit u guys,dun say anything,dun msg u guys,doesnt mean i dun care!i dun wana quarrel wit u eitheR!my job is my job.i stay in tis line is nt cox of e frds there.n there's nth there worth letting mi to stay .. u shud noe e main reason y im nt leaving!it's jus tat ive not found any methods to destress!n u guys r always e main motivation to mi..but seems like..im wrong..mayb wat u say in e tagboard is realli how u guys feel abt mi..ive no comments!ur tinking n my tinking is diff..i treat all my frds sincerely,nt to say u n da jie!but on e day when u kupped my phone upon hearin tat im goin home rather than goin back 2 e hotel wit u guys,i realised one important thing!tat is u dun "ti liang" mi at all..instead i noe u're pissed off n pekcek..u r always sayin my tis job is so tiring,makes mi changed n everything,but when im in a monotone mood,when im realli tired,dun feel like tokin or goin anywhere,hv u tot of usin a better tone to tok to mi rather than KUPPED my phone without even a bye!?go tink abt these past 2 yrs..go tink abt how much ive taken care of u,how much ive taught u,how much ive sacrifice for u?if u tink u dun nd all these things tat i do for u,u can let mi noe,so i wont b a fool doin so much things for others,whereas no ppl appreciate at all..tis kinda of feelings sux big core ! sometimes im realli damn angry abt u! u noe y!?im not jealous at all..but it seems like u can go tink abt how to save money in order to buy e sneakers for ur marcus didi!have u tot of how mi n da jie feel?tis is wat da jie tell mi tat day when we were at wisma de flash&splash!1st time i c my didi doin tis kind of things to dote on someone n tat someone is nt mi or da jie!n worse of all,i told da jie it's for some one u dote on,n even say "who else i will dote on" ..it's realli hurtin n make us angry loh!if u dun believe,u can ask da jie! she'll tell u lots!
remember one thing,i dun asked anything in return,jus hope im being appreciated! tats all.
you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
11:40 PM
so tiring! working full shift today.. tml afternoon .. work till night again! haix.. boring.. very long nv work tis kind of hrs le.. had excess hrs too .. but guess gonna b cut away next week .. so sad.. no money again ..
been no mood to do anything at all.. duno y oso .. sianx loh! alot of things to do at work oso .. today ralph came down.. i at amk for so many days,ard 1 week plus le. he oso nv come down loh .. he can go j8,go tpy .. but nv come amk .. duno y oso .. mayb he trust us? haha .. perhaps i duno ..
afternoon kenny msg mi ask mi tonight wanna go moon tanned?! MOON TANNED? haha.. nonsense loh he ! kaox.. but rejected his date.. cox tot of miting meiyan.. but in e end meiyan sick,n she nearly fainted at cwp.. called mi after work,so i rush down to fetch her go home.. hope she's fine now! better rest more man !! if cannot take it,den dun work so many hr.. health is more important gal!
anything can let mi noe..
im tired.. really tired.. tired of everything.. tired of work,life,n every single things.. wat can i do? wat shud i do? i duno.. i realli duno.. =(
sick n tired !!
you make my life perfect-`
jus gt back ... went out wif kenny n hui .. initially is go take stuffs frm rek de.. den in e end go out wif kenny go eat.. den suggested to ask hui along.. anyway v long nv c her le! hee.. so nice! tink everyone's life has changed ... ns one in ns.. study de has graduated! quite happie to c them all .. =) n kenny's driving is realli v ... shud i say skill? or horrible? haha.. can drive n slp de.. go by his feelings on e road.. not to go out of lane.. horrible driver? or skilled driver? haha ...
anyway tml working full shift loh! so sianx.. the rest of e days gonna b damn tired le.. cox uncle jimmy on CL .. cox his grandma pass away.. so we gotta cover his shift.. i'll b working 3 full shifts tis week.. starting frm tml! gosh! panda is looking for mi le ... hur hur .. guess i gotta b in bed le! nitey everyone! bubbye!
*mUackx*
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
1:07 AM
had out j8 gathering last week.. so fast transfer liaox! miss them alot man! went to newton for supper together wit lp outlet de staffs.. here r some of e pics taken!
mi n my incharge!! yeah!
mi n dot.com!
say cheezE!!
gals ruLez!
miss ya guys!
can u c mi ? keke..
andy e director! haa..
best buddies!
beautiesss n e beast!?
take care guys! hope 2 cya real soon! muackx!
you make my life perfect-`
Monday, June 13, 2005
9:55 PM
jus to share wif u guys some of the photos tat's taken.. during gathering wif wisma snk colleagues..
mi n ah gal .. silly her..
tis is mi n bitch!
bitchy us!
hee ..
cutie bitches!
mi n denise!
our gang! where's pat!?
here he is! our dearest i/c!!
mi,junie n jiemin!
you make my life perfect-`
so boring .. off day today but have stayed at home all e way ... no place to go either.. life is been so boring!! argh!
can anyone pls entertain mi ? i wan go out for a walk.. for some relaxation! but seems like no one's there for mi! realised somethin .. it's better to depend on oneself rather than depend on others! no one is worth believing at all! even e closest one! u'll nv noe one day they'll betray u ? or even stab u at e back ? no one noes..
WORK!?
working has been boring all e while! at amk has been a boring life for mi ..work is tiring .. pay is unsatisfied..responsibility is always so big.. stress is wat i get! management sucks big time! wanna resign .. cannot oso .. wanna convert part time still have to consider so many factor! y am i facing all thesE? i jus wan someone to b by my side.. who can tolerate my temper.. my everything.. someone who will make mi smile when i'm not smiling,can make mi happy when i'm sad,can give mi e things tat i wan when i cannot get it myself?
where can i find tat person!??!?
ppl tinks i've gt lots of frds ard mi .. but who r e true ones for mi? i myself oso duno! perhaps there's not even one frd whose true to mi ? i duno .. my temper is bad.. getting more worse.. n i myself oso nv realised it.. gets irritated easy .. i find myself more n more fake! y mus i act happy when i'm sad? y mus i act as if nothing happens when i'm feeling so miserable? i duno eitheR!
sometimes life r jus so unpredictable .. but my life is so meaningless.. i jus wanna b alone for e moment! get away frm mi!!! T_T
you make my life perfect-`
Sunday, June 05, 2005
1:18 AM
haix.. life is getting boring n more boring!! duno wat i shud do sometimes.. y iszit tat life is so full of ups n downs??
not in a gd mood today .. duno y .. jus feel tat watever things tat pass by mi i jus feel irritated by it.. sometimes i wonder iszit cox i duno how to control my temper or iszit realli the environment which causes it? i duno .. i realli duno at all.. at work, gettin more n more stress n more n more fucked up! duno wat e hell tis company wans! everything we do they oso wanna care.. it's realli gettin on my nerves man! nt even have enough time for slp .. not to say go out .. been quite isolated frm e world ever since my work is getting more n more tougher! can u guys imagine? everyday have to write report n send sms to them? whenever there's any increase or decrease.. wat e hell ... it's nt as if sms no nd money lo! every 7pm freq if gt drop mus send sms liao.. kaox.. waste time loh .. tink we have so much things to say ?? haix..
monday onwards i kanna trans le.. to those "xiang xia" area(street shops)! pengx.. so boring over there.. tink at there work morning or afternoon time oso pass by v slow.. nd to say if i were to work full shift therE? OMG! still hav wat training session lah.. on cust service.. duno wat's their stupid purpose man! tink we so free? it's realli tiring loh.. imagine u reach at 8am in e morning for e stupid session,which ends at 10am,den have to rush go back own respective shop to open shop n work? it's more than wat we have to work lo ... argh ....
tml still have to work full shift! so super duper tiring.. wanna take annual leave oso mus consider.. kaox.. duno y like tat siah .. hur hur .. get mi out of tat fucking hell company man!
intend to take my driving license but i'm lazy to walk to bbdc.. duno when den wanna book siah .. haha .. mayb monday ? haha .. i've been havin a v busy working life for e past 1 yr plus .. wonder how long can i take it? there's no love life or enjoy life in my path .. i guess these things will nv cross my path .. still again .. after so long.. i've nt been used to having a "double" life.. so guys! pls get e hell out of my life! stop clinging onto mi! i simply HATE it !!
PISSED oFF!!! n gET loST!!
you make my life perfect-`