Saturday, June 18, 2005
1:22 PM
is being alone wrong!? i dun c anything wrong wit it man!cant i jus sort out my time slot n b alone? im old enough to tink!i do nt nd anyone to lecture mi eitheR!
AARON CHAN,i noe u're concern abt mi.. but i say im fine means i'll b fine!if u tink tat im rejecting u guys help,den there's nth i can do either! wat i can say is,i dun mit u guys,dun say anything,dun msg u guys,doesnt mean i dun care!i dun wana quarrel wit u eitheR!my job is my job.i stay in tis line is nt cox of e frds there.n there's nth there worth letting mi to stay .. u shud noe e main reason y im nt leaving!it's jus tat ive not found any methods to destress!n u guys r always e main motivation to mi..but seems like..im wrong..mayb wat u say in e tagboard is realli how u guys feel abt mi..ive no comments!ur tinking n my tinking is diff..i treat all my frds sincerely,nt to say u n da jie!but on e day when u kupped my phone upon hearin tat im goin home rather than goin back 2 e hotel wit u guys,i realised one important thing!tat is u dun "ti liang" mi at all..instead i noe u're pissed off n pekcek..u r always sayin my tis job is so tiring,makes mi changed n everything,but when im in a monotone mood,when im realli tired,dun feel like tokin or goin anywhere,hv u tot of usin a better tone to tok to mi rather than KUPPED my phone without even a bye!?go tink abt these past 2 yrs..go tink abt how much ive taken care of u,how much ive taught u,how much ive sacrifice for u?if u tink u dun nd all these things tat i do for u,u can let mi noe,so i wont b a fool doin so much things for others,whereas no ppl appreciate at all..tis kinda of feelings sux big core ! sometimes im realli damn angry abt u! u noe y!?im not jealous at all..but it seems like u can go tink abt how to save money in order to buy e sneakers for ur marcus didi!have u tot of how mi n da jie feel?tis is wat da jie tell mi tat day when we were at wisma de flash&splash!1st time i c my didi doin tis kind of things to dote on someone n tat someone is nt mi or da jie!n worse of all,i told da jie it's for some one u dote on,n even say "who else i will dote on" ..it's realli hurtin n make us angry loh!if u dun believe,u can ask da jie! she'll tell u lots!
remember one thing,i dun asked anything in return,jus hope im being appreciated! tats all.
you make my life perfect-`