Monday, June 13, 2005
6:29 PM
so boring .. off day today but have stayed at home all e way ... no place to go either.. life is been so boring!! argh!
can anyone pls entertain mi ? i wan go out for a walk.. for some relaxation! but seems like no one's there for mi! realised somethin .. it's better to depend on oneself rather than depend on others! no one is worth believing at all! even e closest one! u'll nv noe one day they'll betray u ? or even stab u at e back ? no one noes..
WORK!?
working has been boring all e while! at amk has been a boring life for mi ..work is tiring .. pay is unsatisfied..responsibility is always so big.. stress is wat i get! management sucks big time! wanna resign .. cannot oso .. wanna convert part time still have to consider so many factor! y am i facing all thesE? i jus wan someone to b by my side.. who can tolerate my temper.. my everything.. someone who will make mi smile when i'm not smiling,can make mi happy when i'm sad,can give mi e things tat i wan when i cannot get it myself?
where can i find tat person!??!?
ppl tinks i've gt lots of frds ard mi .. but who r e true ones for mi? i myself oso duno! perhaps there's not even one frd whose true to mi ? i duno .. my temper is bad.. getting more worse.. n i myself oso nv realised it.. gets irritated easy .. i find myself more n more fake! y mus i act happy when i'm sad? y mus i act as if nothing happens when i'm feeling so miserable? i duno eitheR!
sometimes life r jus so unpredictable .. but my life is so meaningless.. i jus wanna b alone for e moment! get away frm mi!!! T_T
you make my life perfect-`